I FEEL BAD, BIG TIME...

FIrstly,
i caused raven's eye to injure till go hospital,
secondly,
i asked him too much ridiculous questions,
thirdly,
i can't seem to console him but make him feel more sad,
fourthly,
i made him wait for me while i secretly play audition,
and fifthly,
i didnt trust him at first...

That stupid poem that i made,
makes me feel that its all my fault that i didnt trust him enough,
but now it seems i do ,
a lot~
I FEEL SO BAD,
I REALI WAN TO DO SMTH TO COMPENSATE FOR EVERY BAD THINGS I HAD DONE TO HIM,
IM REALLY VERY SORRY,
i hope this doesnt affect our friendship please...

Now i think he's mad at me,
ALL MY FAULT,
and he didnt even blame me, (maybe he does)
i feel really very baddd,
he's immigrating back to australia in april,
and i all i ever do is make his life more miserable...
I feel like crying,
and i dunno the reason ,
just feel like~

He's the nicest guy i EVER MET,
i hope this friendship can go on forever~
I knew him for two months,
more than my sec one friends,
and i wan to understand him even more...
He's forever my audition dar~

Not knowing what to do...
Leila